Pls. help yourself with the learning you gain here. It is our prayer that God will have His way with the materials here and turn this experience to Wisdom and Understanding. God works in ways we cannot even begin to comprehend so don’t give in to trials and discouragements. Do not stop to search for Him.
King David had a wonderful example for us, he did not make the mistake of turning his back on his problems, he turned to the Lord. Read the story for yourself in 1Samuel 30 ~ the battle for Ziklag:
1Samuel 30:6 says:
And David was greatly distressed; for the people spake of stoning him, because the soul of all the people was grieved, every man for his sons and for his daughters: but David encouraged himself in the LORD his God.